If God gave himself to you through me, it would be more than enough: to know that you had received the very love of God and had experienced the gift of seeing in the Spirit.  It is then that you would have experienced a taste of heaven and your life could never be the same again.

            And if perchance God by his grace would allow me to experience Him through you, what greater joy could exist than to experience love of the highest order: the very love of God through the one I had come to know.

            It is my prayer that we would never “see” each other again, only God in us, for if that is what we see, we will never tire of being in each other’s presence and our joy will be complete….a perfect love.

            For what would it profit to see the one for whom Christ died, a sinner and a worm, for the old man is dead and that life is hid with Christ in God.  But this life that I live now, I live by the faith of Him who died for me and it is this life and only this life I wish to see….a perfect life establishing a perfect love.

            So I do not wish to see you nor do I wish that you should see me.  Rather I wish above all else to experience Christ and His anointing in each other and so attain a perfect love and live in love eternally.